There’s a saying: “What hurts, that’s what you talk about!”
No, no, nothing hurts me personally, and besides, that happens very rarely…
But reading the comments from participants of the three-month program “Liberation of the Authentic Woman” about what happened to them after the heart-opening work that I myself initiated during the last webinar, I felt inspired to share with you an article I wrote more than 2 years ago.
About what you FEEL when the flow of Love opens…
About the vulnerability you still need to learn to live with…
About the physical symptoms that accompany this process…
About how love is the inalienable right of each of us…
Awakening the Flow of Love
03.21.2010
I want to share a very personal experience with you, because I know that something similar is happening to some of you…
The key to this state was the unconditional acceptance of a person whose higher aspect I have long loved, but whose lower manifestation in this world I could never quite accept. Accepting this Person in their entirety (and therefore accepting this world and myself) opened the door in my heart to the flow… the flow of cosmic love… which is the essence of All That Is, Co-Creation in its pure form.
This flow stirred up, churned, and brought to the surface all the images/personas/guises that had been “me” at different points in time. There was the woman who lost her beloved man; the child left without a mother in early childhood; the person who experienced spiritual betrayal; the girl in love at the peak of romance…
Because all these images surfaced chaotically in my consciousness, a deep immersion into the corresponding emotional state accompanied them: sublime soaring and a state of peace would be replaced by longing and stormy tears of loss. On one hand, you clearly realize there are no objective reasons for this, but all sensations say otherwise.
I had never before felt so vulnerable and sensitive, and at the same time so strong and all-powerful.
The flow of love poured from my heart, sweeping away all obstacles in its path; physically, this manifested as a burning brand in the area of the heart and somewhere else, outside, inside, everywhere…
I wanted to either shout or howl about my love for the world, for the person who had become the unwitting catalyst for acceptance. It’s important not to fixate on this and not to project the power of this love onto another person.
“The expression of love in any form is a gift that belongs to the giver, not the receiver” (© The Group)
This is my gift, I accept it.
The flow cannot be held inside. You need to find a way to express what is happening outwardly. In my case, it was a series of sincere, straightforward letters.
Among the accompanying symptoms, the most obvious is the absence of hunger as such. The body doesn’t reject food and works in its usual mode, but you sit down at the table and realize that at that moment it’s unnecessary.
The passage of time has significantly accelerated: it either contracts or slows down, depending on the state.
This is a flow of creation of incredible power. Any situation you create instantly manifests in reality in the most magical way.
Another manifestation is the need to express love through physical touch. It is a swift dance of caresses, intertwining hands, and endless embraces.
When communicating with people (even on the phone), the flow intensifies significantly, overflows, and a kind of activation occurs with the person “on the line.” Provided they are ready to receive this gift.
I am endlessly grateful to my loved ones for their sensitivity and understanding during this period.
The birth of the authentic “self” is a process, not an action. By accepting what is happening, accepting each state without clinging to it, allowing yourself to be vulnerable and “naked,” you help this flower unfold, allowing it to take root and grow within your being.
This process can and should be harmonized. Through the pure intention of aligning and harmonizing all your multidimensional aspects so they function as a single whole, where you are your authentic “self,” imbued with the love of creation.
After harmonization, it becomes easy to regain control over time management, for time is a subjective variable reflecting our inner state.
Much remains to be reviewed from the perspective of new sensations. And no matter how difficult the process may seem, everything happens at the right time, in the right place, with the right people, in accordance with the divine plan of the Soul’s development.
I share this experience, this gift with you, and each person decides for themselves whether to accept it or reject it.
So be it! And so it is!