Have you already felt the fiery energies of April?
This is a fire that penetrates the energy space of the Earth, affecting all forms of consciousness, including humans.
This is a fire that gives you the strength, courage, and confidence to stand in the Light/Love of your Truth, filling you with Cosmic Life Force.
If the first three months of 2023 were months of intense transformation, then April is a month of activations.
Activations of the passion to live. Activations of new possibilities beyond our ideas of what is possible.
These activations will intensify during the eclipse corridor, which begins with the hybrid solar eclipse on April 20th and serves as a reminder of why you are here… what you choose for yourself and humanity as a whole, what you keep in focus, and where you invest your energy.
I suggest that during the April group meditation we work with the inner Fire, with filling ourselves with life force and recharging our “batteries.”
Meditation: Igniting the Inner Fire
on video: 00:46:44
Date: April 4, 2023
Purpose of the meditation – to raise the fiery energy (from the solar plexus) into the heart; to feel the Fire blazing in the heart.
How the April portal has changed in recent years
in the video: 00:05:00
April has always been a fairly calm month. The main energy flow would start to build in March. Energies would intensify closer to the spring equinox, followed by a relative lull until the summer solstice.
So, energetically, April-May used to be a fairly simple period.
Now it’s hard to find anyone who can unequivocally say that the current period is simple. Everything is changing, including our usual perception of what’s happening, our perception of our own cycles, and our reactions to many processes.
In terms of transformation, the first three months of the year were “nuclear.” For example, in February, the theme tied to a feeling of one’s own worthlessness or, conversely, unconditional self-worth was actively developing.
This theme could arise and be highlighted in quite hurtful and unpleasant situations – so that you would finally stop evaluating yourself and your worth through the lens of external benchmarks.
Overall, many deposits have already been brought to the surface this year, and these are deposits not only from this current life.
Separation of realities: your benchmarks for course correction
in the video: 00:07:18
April 2023 is a time of practice. Since autumn 2022, a powerful exit from duality, from the 3-D matrix, has begun. In other words, the little knots continue to untie.
Over this time, much of the extreme kind has been brought up for the mass consciousness (for the average person).
Those people who are stuck in extremes (for or against, only black or only white, etc.) are experiencing colossal pressure.
The further along we go, the stronger this pressure will feel. It is precisely in this context that the separation and divergence of two realities, two worlds, manifests.
Depending on how much you have managed to loosen your grip, remove your hooks and attachments, you move in one direction or the other.
This is not an external separation of realities. It happens from within – depending on how you react to different life events, most often when interacting with your closest people.
The further you move in this powerful flow of acceleration and transition from the Age of Pisces to the Age of Aquarius, the more signs of this kind of separation you will observe.
Your benchmark for course correction (which trajectory you choose) is your daily reaction in simple everyday situations – how capable you are of manifesting your power as a creator.
You cannot manifest this power until you accept the corresponding level of responsibility.
If your mood isn’t great today, what have you done to improve it?
If you feel unwell today, what have you done to feel better?
And this approach should be written everywhere – in every single one of your actions. Are you choosing to do something, or are you still waiting for that one wizard to appear?
A New Spiritual Challenge
Some of you don’t dare to rely on yourselves, but instead depend exclusively on higher powers.
First and foremost, you detach from external authorities (power, ruling structures, authoritative figures, spiritual leaders).
Next, you completely turn your focus onto yourself – what matters most is what you feel in your own heart.
For the “spiritual audience,” a crucial stage becomes detaching from help and support from above, from anyone external, except yourself.
It’s one thing when you interact with your advanced versions, which means with yourself. Your higher self, your divine self, your monadic self – all of this is “I” in different variations.
It’s another thing entirely when you interact with “external higher structures.”
Learn to rely less and less on the help of angels, archangels, guides, and so on.
In this direction, you are also in for some pretty serious transformations. To believe in yourself so much, to trust yourself so much, that you rely on yourself as the center of everything – this is a difficult level and a challenge for everyone.
Just Take It and Create It
on video: 00:13:03
The three most difficult months of 2023, which lifted you up and turned you inside out, are behind you. Now the time for practice has come.
In other words, the time has come to act based on what you have learned new about yourself, based on your new realizations.
For example, many of you have recently been experiencing a feeling of your own worthlessness and powerlessness. In this way, you saw that this is where you stumble. For you, this serves as a specific indication – manifest your strength, integrity, and self-worth.
Enough complaining that something is wrong. Just take it and do it differently.
Surely, in the first days of April, many of you had enough situations where you could have made a different choice.
Stop sliding back into habitual reactions, walking the usual route. Try to feel and manifest that new thing you have learned and realized about yourself.
Right now, maximum awareness is required from you so as not to “get stuck” in the usual route over and over again (got offended, got upset, vented emotions, etc.). Track the impulses inside yourself to react somehow differently.
Difficulty may arise regarding this very “but how differently.” The mind starts asking questions like “how is this done, give me an algorithm.”
At that moment, remember that you are the creator. Just take it and create a new reaction, and it doesn’t even matter what kind.
This is precisely why, over the last few years, you have been cultivating the necessary level of “creatorship” within yourselves, experimenting and exploring. You did this in order to move away from the ready-made template and learn to manifest your creative nature.
Detach from instructions. Come up with things yourself.
For most, the first reaction to “just take it and create it” is “what if I make a mistake, what if the result doesn’t suit me.” Thinking like this, you slide back into the matrix structure – “making mistakes is bad.”
When you expand beyond the 3-D matrix, you understand that it is impossible to make a mistake. At the level of 3-D thinking, you simply don’t see this.
Everything has meaning, even if you don’t grasp what it is. When you realize this, a huge reservoir opens up inside you, and you begin to soar.
The processing is complete. Assimilation and integration continue. It’s time to put it into practice.
The Fire Period: Features and Recommendations
in the video: 00:21:17
According to Lauren Gorgo, the Fire that is coming goes through three stages.
The first phase began after the equinox, and its peak falls on the full moon on April 6th. The second phase occurs in August and the last one in December.
The entire upcoming period will be filled with Fire.
Fire has its own peculiarity.
On one hand, Fire is very much needed. Fire is passion and the will to live, cosmic life force, the stimulus and drive that helps you move forward.
In general, people (our society) have a weakened solar plexus because they are used to giving away their power and authority to others.
In this sense, April can become a period of a good test of how you interact with your own Fire.
The peculiarity of the current download of fiery energy is that it passes through the heart center. This is heart fire.
Against the backdrop of such fiery energy, many begin to fall into anger. This is the other side of Fire.
It’s important to understand the essence of the Fire that is coming. It is not given to everyone. This is the Fire of Service.
In this sense, everything is tied to the reconstruction of the divine masculine principle.
A shift of the divine masculine principle from a lower level to a higher one is taking place.
The lower level of masculine expression is familiar to everyone; it has been unfolding for millennia. This is achievement, competition, “take at any cost,” “I see the goal – I see no obstacles,” and so on.
The masculine expression is developing, evolving, raising its level to be on par with the divine feminine principle, whose return to Earth has been happening over the last few decades.
Every person has a manifested feminine and masculine part.
The task of your manifested masculine part is to serve, to stand in defense of the sacredness of life – so that the divine feminine, which has just anchored on the planet, can unfold.
This is the Fire of Service, when you do everything to stand in the light of your Love and Truth. Fire is given to you for this – so that you find within yourself the strength, courage, and faith to stand up and stand for Love and Truth at the right moment.
Feel the vibration of this meaning.
A spiritual warrior lives inside everyone. What does he stand for? He does not fight, he does not impose.
But when he is needed – when you see that something goes against Love, stands against Life, against Truth – you can stand like a rock at any moment.
It’s not someone from the outside, not higher powers coming to save you, but you yourself awakening this part of yourself from within. It is for this part that the Fire is coming now.
The trap here is that many are still in their ego-personality. For them, the main priority is their own desires and wants.
If your only motive is to make things good for yourself alone – that’s about the ego-personality, when your own interests stand above the whole. In this case, the Fire that is coming will manifest as uncontrollable anger.
When your heart is blocked and you are ruled by selfish desires, Fire finds no other outlet except outbursts of anger.
Anger arises from a very low level of acceptance. It must only be the way I imagined. I don’t care about the desires and feelings of others. It has to be my way.
The ego is strongly attached to the final outcome. When there is no match with the desired end result, a powerful outburst occurs.
Whether you like it or not, other people have the right to make their own choices.
Interestingly, everyone is fine with this approach when it comes to themselves. But when it comes to the right of choice for others, the ego-personality rears up.
Cultivate the skill of acceptance.
I accept people as they are and allow them to be as they are.
I allow others to make the choices they like, even if those choices don’t match mine.
I allow the world to be as it is, I allow it to be all kinds of things, while I choose the best for myself.
I allow everything to be.
The next group meditation will take place on May 5th. Keep an eye out for the announcement on the website, in emails, and on social media!